Monday, May 17

Back to reality

Well. Got to be honest. I didn't want this European adventure to end.

You can call me a "runner", one that runs far far away from problems.

Coming back to Singapore means facing up to reality.

Career - I am seriously considering my options. It isn't an easy decision to make overnight. But I am losing the interests and purposes in what I am doing. Simply said, I am starting to hate my job. I dun like the feeling of being trapped in that kinda of disciplined and regimental environment. I need space and freedom. But when will I stop procastinating and finally have the courage to do it? I have no answer...

Family - Heard from my father that my sister got my eldest niece to call him to ask if there is any living space for them in his flat? Apparently she is telling my father that my sister has sold the flat and they have no space to live.

I am really upset when I heard that. A flat is the biggest asset that one could get but she sold it just to get hold of the cash after all those shits that happened in the past after they decided on getting a flat of their own? Sorry about my English, I dunno how best to put it.

My father didn't want to help her out coz he already rented out his rooms and also we also got a prior agreement which might happen in the near future. She couldn't approach me directly coz I changed my phone number, but from her actions, i knew that she never changed. She is still as money minded as ever.

Housing - 6 months away from the expiry of my rental flat lease. Chances are this upcoming application would be difficult. I am not really confident.

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