My job has more or less finished in Germany, what is stopping me from coming home now is the flight... Cannot wait to come home to Singapore, looking forward for a short "block off" before going back to work, badly need a break to recharge myself... There are many things that I want to do upon reaching Singapore... But i knew that there might be conflict with my boss in Singapore who was kinda against me going for the trip... So I am quite sure that she will made noise on the 2 weeks off...
I made a professional decision to miss my grandmother (my late mother side) 's funeral due to work... I was quite torn on the decision actually... But my father only informed me on the 3rd day of her death, and it was just a couple of days from sealing of the containers for the backshipment... Too late to make it back for the funeral also... So it wasn't that hard a decision... It is my expertise and one of the main reason that I was there in the first place...
Just that I dun think it is good morally... Especially the relationship is already so sour from the past after my late mother's illness... Basically they went into "invisible" mode till my late mother's death... Refused to help me during those years that I need them the most... But even if this is the case, I still feel not good missing out... One of the first thing that I want to do after coming back to Singapore is to find out the resting place and do a prayers and ask for forgiveness...
And also visit my late mother's resting place as well... I missed her death annivesary as well...
Not forgetting my grassroots work as well... Really need to do some catching up on the developments when I am away...
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