15 Feb - I finally put on the running shoes again, 1st time this year. Did a slow & short 4km along ulu pandan park connector. Didn't bother to wear a watch, coz i knew that it was going to be painfully slow, cannot bear to look at the timing. My stride is getting smaller due to the lack of the training, this is not running, I am barely jogging. I saw my shadow. It is just horrible. Haiz. But it's all down to my laziness. I got to pick up the pieces from here and work on it.
Haha was supposed to go to my big aunt's house on the 2nd day of cny. But haha i laze around on bed and kinda overslept. In the end, too lazy to travel, and it's kinda too far, the house is at tampines.
Already collect most of the hongbaos on the first day. So it's okay. Anyway through still single, but as one grew older, the hongbao is more or less become just the tradition. Not that particular about it anymore. Maybe when I was younger, when I was poor, the money was impt. But now, it is not critical.
Well actually the mood hasn't been good these few days. Bothered with the no response. Maybe I should be used to it by now. Everytime in Singapore, somehow she would not respond to my sms & msn. Then once back in Aust, you guess it - there would be. Physical encounter is rare. If I have not take the initiative to go to the airport that early morning, guess it is just another holiday without meeting. Maybe I should just wake up from this dream of mine. It doesn't pay to be devoted, isn't it.
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