Wed night. Went to SGRunners West Run after work. Because of the distance away from camp, didn't know it rained beforehand, so the track was still wet when i arrived. Only saw a few casual joggers, didn't see any one familiar, but nonetheless, decided to start my second ninja session for this week. Timing was even worst than the 1st session, well not totally unexpected, afterall my "engine" has rusted after long period of "no-use".

Halfway through, saw a "wind" by past me. It's Bala. Was quite happy to see him, finally got someone familiar. Hahaha. I just did my usual 6 laps of slow jog, plus another 2 rounds of walk. While he did 25 laps, trying to slow down his pacing in the process for Sat's Singapore Biathlon and Sun's KL Marathon. Though i know that it's possible, but it's kinda shocking for me to know that IMD, Bala, SV, and a couple of others are doing 2 events in a weekend.

Then we proceed to Clementi to have dinner before heading home.

After a few days of peace, it has started all over again.

"Mom every night making many noises if this goes on I m afraid tat neighbours might go HDB complain"
"Just for yr info that Im very tight for these coming months so if my place no Pub dun be surprise"

0720am this morning, she called me, asking me to do something to my mother. Saying nonsense of her flat might be forfeited if neighbours complain about my mother, saying i would be responsible of the amount of her flat.

Hahaha. What a joke. So what if really pp complain to police. So what if really pp complain to HDB? What can police, HDB do to a bedridden, multiple strokes woman that doesn't understand instructions?
I have hid the facts so far, i chose not to believe it, i hope it's not correct. But in the recent hospitalization, the medical reference to the homecare services has indicated that my mother doesn't respond to instructions anymore. In other words, her mental not really there already if it's true.

So i told my sister that i will visit my mother on sat, but i dun promise anything to stop her from making noises.

And just a few mins ago, i received a call. No words. Just breathing, and the so called noises from my mother.
Wanted to call back, home phone diverted to handphone. Mobilephone off.

Seriously i think i know the root of the problem, but i would not give way. From the hints she gave along the way, she want $$$ again. But why? I dun understand. Is it only got $$$, then got proper care? Is it only got $$$, then no give trouble? Is our lives all about $$$? Pay for all of my mother expenses, hospitalizations, medications, half of the maid's levy and salary not enough? Then what???

Hahaha... Guess that i just continue to tolerate someone's nonsense is more worth it...

My phone is now in silence mode. Opps... hahahaha...