Life sucks....

I have matured over the years since my mother is down with multiple strokes. But there are still times that i would feel abit negative. Who doesn't in my shoes? Being the younger of siblings, i took the most of the responsibility of supporting my mother. And becoz of this responsibility, i got to forgone many things that i would love to do.

In the past, while i was still growing up in my teenage years, i used to hate this responsibility. I still remembered that i cannot stay out too late in the past before she got bedridden, because i need to buy dinner for my mother. Hahahaha. Now i guess that i have accepted this responsibility of supporting my mother.

But well there are still some prices assoicated. Relationships. I think i am following the footsteps of my mentor in sec sch. He only started dating and got married after his mother passed away. The money and the time spent on the sick parent doesn't really allow us to have a relationship. So sometimes, is not i dun want to get myself into r/s, is not i dun have anyone in mind, but the circumstances doesn't allow us to push it further. So everytime just got to forgone it.

I am starting to slowly get used to this...