Sick

Sick today after getting myself a little drenched on Sat afternoon while going for the grassroots leader induction programme. Was struggling to sleep properly with the migrane until 2, 3am Mon morning so there is only one outcome this morning. I did wake up but I decided that I was not in the right state to work. So took the chance to rest at home and look at some job portal. Yeah you read it right. I have taken some careful considerations. There is no better time than in the coming months. I am not getting any younger and I cannot afford to wait until my father retires. I have served my time making a decision that was only right then to support my late mother. But I have been struggling recently, I do not like the working environment, I do not like the office politics. I find that I am not giving my best anymore. I just dun have what it takes anymore for the current job. I have lost the motivation and the interest.

Perhaps I might regret my decision in years to come. But I really want to pursue something that I am really interested to do instead of something that I dun have much interests anymore but no choice got to do. With 1 more month till end of my study bond, I can see the chance is there. Maybe the only thing that can stop me is the 1 year minimum term to serve after promotion. But even that wouldn't stop me from planning. It's TIME.