No Runs

Well I didn't clock much mileage this week as I am nursing a swollen knee from a freak incident. My bed for now is a sofa bed, so that fateful wed night I remember that I was very tired so I sleep rather early at 10pm. The next thing i know at 11pm, I fall down from the bed, the bed being collapsible and I think my weight was resting at the edge of the bed, so the centre of gravity takes effect - the bed become like a see-saw and leap to one side, and thus I rolled off the bed, my left knee took the bulk of the impact. Haha. It is so jialat that it is still swollen after 4 days.

Heard about the rank emplacement exercise on tue. Promotion? Maybe... But will I cross over to the new scheme? I dunno man. My father keep dropping hints that he will retire soon, and advicing me to stay on this current job. But then am I going to make the same mistake again? I want to go is because that I feel that I am not suitable for the current job, the boys that I have to deal with daily is all "interesting" characters - gangsters, drug addicts, pimp (haha I nv type wrongly), "keng"ster and many more, my character is simply too nice and introvert - there is no fear instilled in the boys and I kana makan like f***.

I dunno man. I am trying to be a good specialist but then the definition of good differs in people. I just feel that I am just not up for it.

Let's see how things pan out bah. In a year time, if I am still in this job, then I will be preparing to move house as I wouldn't be able to extend rental tenancy of my current rental flat. So basically there are changes installed in the upcoming months - either in career or living environment or maybe both. Haha.