Against all odds, I managed to go for and complete my outfield exercise. Frankly speaking, I was feeling damn unwell on Monday, reported sick in camp and was given 6 types of medications. I slept practically from lunch time till next morning, waking up only for dinner and medication. But I feel good enough to go on Tue morning. I am not exactly well yet, but feeling slightly better. And so I went ahead and join the exercise.
I shall not elaborate more about the exercise but it's a learning journey for me. It introduces me the other elements of logistic and let me see the bigger picture out there. And I managed to walk 22.1km on Thu, the longest distance that I have ever run/walk, and in those terrains that I thought that my ankles would be uncomfortable in. That's some slight discomfort here and there but I didn't really have any serious problem.
Last but not least, I saw myself in a different light. At the start of the week, I really thought that I am not going to make it and slight thoughts of Giving up did cross my mind. But yet I am so determined to join and complete the exercise that I managed to overcome the "negative" thoughts and persisted.
Thus I am relatively happy that I have done it. I have overcome myself.
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