She is out.

Just hours after she's out.

"total i owe u $ xxxx plus another hundred that u brought e gals see me for past 2 sundays in this coming month before mom's $ come in, i dun think i can settle to u cos all my bills i cant settle too"
"fyi tat all my bills will be terminated for the time being till mom's cash come in anyway will clear to u asap when e cash come in thanks"

Before she asks to advance the July 's maid levy in advance.

Who does she think she is? What does she expects from me? Expect me to step in and help again and again forever?

I thought that it should be the other way round for the older sibling to help the younger one.
I know that her situation is quite bad, but why the expenses is still sky high? How did she accumulate that debt of 20k? Why?

Sometimes, it's not i dun want to help. I simply dun have the resources to help.

And forecasting the future, i can see that 50 percent of my late mother's savings is also going to be not enough for her.

And she will be eyeing the other 50 percent in my procession. And i can say that i will put up the biggest fight with her this time round. I already give in so much over the years. I already helped her so much. The figure that she intend to return me didn't include the help over the years. Why did my bank account still remains a 4 figure when i already got a 6 figure payout over the past 6 years? Enough said. I already offered so much help that i just dun feel being tied down anymore. I am not getting any younger. I need to save for my future as well. And especially when i dun know how long i will stay in this line.

I cannot do anything if she still dunno how to balance her expenses. Why smoke? Why the aircon? Why internet? Why cable? Why the maid? Why the heavy 4D bet? It's really her problem. She just dun want to give up these luxury stuff that she cannot afford.

I didn't ask for the return of those help. I know that they are as good as gone. I just hope that she will treasure that sum of money when it's in, and her new found freedom.

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Medical review turned up to be the joke of the year. Went as scheduled. It was a reservist doctor on duty who dunno what to do with me and asks me to come again the next day. And the next day, it wasn't better. The thing is that my PES status is not due to expire yet. And the permanent disability report submitted by my surgeon is non-conclusive, he stated in the report dated in March that i still need 6-9 months to recover, and thus it's way too early to determine my degree of permanent disability. So the MO is also clueless on why a appt was made by the appt room for me to come for a review. Hahaha. Basically got to wait and see how my ankle turn up.