Not feeling well today... Been sleeping for best part of the day... And missed out on the SP Track outing, well sickness is just one thing... Another reason is i dunno which side of me will turn up... So i decided not to go... Dun spoilt the mood of others...

My sister finally seek medical treatment @ AH this evening... And the doctors @ AH decided to refer her to IMH immediately... So after seeing her sms, i went to AH to take a look... Actually i just wanted to make sure that she's not lying, and make sure that she really go to IMH...

I called my father along the way, and informed him... As usual, he asked me not to care not much about my sister... I f*** him over the phone...
Yes i dun feel like caring so much too, but can I? Do i really have a choice? Every relatives, including my father, are staying away. Who like troubles? No one like but can i stay away? I told him off, i dun need anyone to teach me how to do with her, because i rather the person who's trying to teach me deal with her DIRECTLY.

So i reached AH. She's not lying. She's indeed there alone. I waited with her until the transportation for IMH is here, in case she ran away. I didn't follow along through. But at least i did my bare minimum as a brother to make sure that she went IMH for treatment.

I am fine. Yes i was disturbed on wed, thu. But i am seriously okay now.

I feel a bit bad not because of my sister's condition now. Just that if what she has said about my mother is true. I cannot but feel a bit regretted for not taking any action earlier, despite those disturbing msgs sent. Not that i got no time to react, is that i just kept ignoring those stupid msgs.
But I know deeply that there is nothing i can do now. It's already too late and it's all over.
But this regret will be in my heart for quite some time.

But overall, i am fine. I wanted to move on from here. One step at a time.