Immediate plans...

I have friends asking for my plans after the death of my mother on msn.
Hmmm sorry but what's there to plan???

Yes i will be heading to HDB and find out the fate of my rental flat which was rented using my mother's name and mine. I would try to appeal to keep the flat till the end of the rental lease which ends in Jan 2009, which i think shouldn't be a problem. If not, a single soul like me, i just need a place to sleep. If there is the need for me to move again, maybe i will go seek shelter @ my dad place, or well there are many others relatives place i can go to.

The CPF. It would be half half. It isn't a big sum of money since my mother was a housewife for most part of her life. I dun wish to pursue old debts with my sister, those incidents happened in last few years, i will just let it all go and pass since my mother is no longer around. It's time to move on, no point liao.

Besides this, what else to plan? I will just carry on with life and work as usual. Will report back to work on wed.

I would continue giving my best in work until my pes status expire in 6 months time. If by then my ankle still unable to recover to go back to combat duties, or there is still no vacancies to revocationlise, then i think i will do the right thing. I cannot be so self-fish holding to a position that i dun even know if or when i can carry on with it, and at the same time denying chances of other pp who wanted to come in. I cannot be a private forever, right? Last time i kept holding on is becoz of my mother. But now i no longer have that burden.

Dun misunderstand, i still love my job very much and want to hold on to it for as long as possible, but i guess if it's time to move on, i would move on.

Love-life? I think i would like to sort out my career first before even thinking about it... But ya at least with the passing of my mother, maybe i can start thinking abit about it, rather than last time have no choice but to shut down all my thoughts. But nah it is not my top priority right now.

I am more concerned on getting my life back on track, and getting used of the days without my mother.