Seeing them leaving the force over the past 2 months, my feeling is a bit messy. I was already "around" in the force when they first enlisted. I witnessed them serving the whole of NS, working with them for this 2 years. Seeing personnel ORD, come & go is part & parcel in this line, but these 3 are special to me.
Still in service, Bryan & me.
Well it was quite a nice cohesion. But alias i didn't stay for too long. I left for home @ 9.30pm & reached home @ 10.40pm and sleep @ 11.30pm. The rest of them are supposed to stay overnight and have a mini-retreat & games this morning, and off for the rest of the day. As for me i got to go back to camp and take IMT - the computer simulation thingy@ 7.30am this morning as part of the firing package.
Despite the lack of sleep, i still managed to pass. But i know i shoot quite bad. Just barely making it. I was half expecting a reshoot. My target is just to pass so i can shoot on monday and tuesday. Well must rest early on sun. I only sleep 5hrs 30mins today. And the other excuse i can give is my sweat went into my aiming eye, i cannot see properly when i got to shoot snap target which will go down in 4 or 6 secs. So i rushed a few shots, and a few shots was based on feeling. Hahahahaha. I dunno how i manage to scrape through.
Determined not to make these stupid mistake on Monday. So will rest extra this weekend.
After the shoot, i went back office to do some work before falling out @ 1plus for my half day off. Didn't went anywhere today. Was in the mood for sleeping.
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Tml no plans yet, but will find time to go check on my mother. Communication over the phone with my sister - my mother still the same. As in still holding her fists tightly. Will reconsider if should have her admitted when i see her. But now my question & my stand is what can the hospital do???
If this proved to be a major stroke. It's her 5th major strokes and many many minor ones over the years. She's already bedridden & in this bad condition for so long, i dun think that there is anything much a hospital stay can do. As long as it's not life threatening, and she's not in pain, maybe i will not admit her at all.
I can admit her. She can wipe out my medisave. But i dunno. Is there any purpose??? It's already 10 years. If she can recover, she should have recovered by now. Got it?
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