Just one day after seeing my ex-boss, the "time" has come. It's been coming but i have not expect it to come so soon. An interview is been scheduled on Monday to examine my suitablity to revocationlise, or it's the end for me. Well I am going into this interview, with one target in mind, i just want to stay employed, i dun mind any vocations. I just cant afford to leave the service with my sick mother still around.

With the mood of uncertainity high in the air, feeling a bit stressed. But i will take the decision whatever the organisation has for me.

Looking at the jobscope of other vocations on the army recruitment website, my mind went blank. I hate to being in this situation, i hate being in this vulnerable position. The ball is not longer in my court anymore. I seriously dunno what lies ahead, and this lost feeling sucks big time.

Being in my formation for such a long time, i feel quite settled and okay here. But well eventually i got to move on to another formation/unit again if my revocation is successful.