5 Years

It seems so impossible 2 or 3 years ago for me to reach this milestone.

But damn I have managed to stay in this job for 5 years le. One more year to go to complete my bond. I think that it will be my "target" for now. I want to get my bond out of the way before making a final decision.

There is no hiding it, for a 16.5 year old to sign on straight after getting his O level results 8 years 4 months ago, it was purely circumstances. Do I know what was I getting into? Frankly speaking, I know nuts before signing. I only knew that I do not have money to support my late mother who was sick, and I do not have money to further study, how am I going to support my late mother if I am just an NSF. I didn't really think for myself when I signed on the dotted line.

I wouldn't say that it is a stupid decision. It was the best choice back then. But since then, I have been waiting for Jul 2010 to come.

True, I still do not know what will happen in a year time, whether I have the guts to let go of my current job, but one thing is for sure after this life lesson, I will definitely look for a job that I love to do. Passion, interest are important. Money is not everything.

Ya I think it is more or less confirmed that I wouldn't be going for the overseas project. Again it demonstrated the problem of this organization. In the end, the deciding factor is mainly based on medical status. Haha. I am not upset. I have already "see through" long ago. I just think it is a pity, because I do not think I will travel to the country anytime soon, given the furthest I go is only Malaysia.