Long way to go

It seems that my decision to go for revocation might have backfired on me. I dun feel comfortable and do not feel at home at the new place.

And there seems to be some screw up. There is 2 successors for my upper study. The other one is due to come in Jan. And my unit has not changed in the system. Which kinda means that my posting might have been canceled. But they are keeping mum and not checking with any higher authority because they are so happy to have extra manpower, which I do not think that it is right because of where I came from. While it's true that I have undergone logistics training for the past 4 months, I still have not forget what I have been doing for the past 4 years. So I am asking my former colleagues to help me find out what is going on.

Why i dun feel comfortable? I also dunno. Maybe the culture? Maybe the fast pace and the heavy workload? Maybe I am too used to my former workplace? Maybe I am so lost? Maybe I am just so frustrated that the promise of posting me back to my formation did not materialize?

I hope that things will improve over time, or me will feel better about the place over time, if not it's gonna to be a long long way to go for me.