Sour

Despite me not replying, she didn't get the signal and get my 10yo niece to call me last night. And i refused to lend. I dun care how u guys think about me. I just feel that if i lend that money, i am not helping her at all - i will be "encouraging" her spending habits. Why spend over 2,3k when you are only making 1.5k at most? And it's not like one off, it's every month. She must learn how to cope. And I dun understand the logic of asking help from me, yes they are filing for divorce, but her husband still should be supporting the kids. Why cant she ask from him? They are not my kids, i dun understand why i should shoulder this responsibility. And i dun want to. It's very unfair to me. I dun want them to depend on me anymore. I have caused enough damage in the past 6 years. That woman become like that because i was too helpful in the past 6 years. It's time for me to stop.

K told me not to blog about her anymore because XYZ is asking her questions that is distressing her. So fine, i shall stop blog about her. Well done XYZ!!! Well done!
But what's wrong with it, XYZ? This is my blog, i write what i want to write. If you dun like the content and like to ask a lot of questions, maybe it's better to click at the X at your top right corner of your windows. You shouldn't be here in the 1st place.
And K? I dunno. It seems to me what XYZ has said matter a lot to her.

I just need some company with someone that i enjoy to be with. Like that also cannot meh?

Maybe i should go back into isolation. Better. No more questions to ask.