My dear sister is planning & "researching" the finale so fast, machiam like it's going to happen anytime. I received 5 phone calls today asking about the details of the finale - cost, location, blah blah, etc.

I dunno what to say. Really. It's good that she volunteered to find out such details. But the "urgency" that she's going about in doing it? I dunno. machiam like it's going to happen very very soon like that. Is it really necessary to be such high alert?

Maybe i am just too calm & numb. I dun sense it at all.

Maybe like she says, i dun stay with them. I dun see my mother everyday. I cannot tell the difference in her in details.
It's true that her condition is worsening recently. But in the first place, it is already very bad. So it's very hard for anyone to tell the difference.

Like what i told my friend, when the time comes, it will come.

Hahahaha i don't want to think about it, but my sister kept calling and reminding me... Haiz...