"Life to me seem very very meaningless k that night if i jumped down u not only take care of mom on top of tat my 3 daughters anyway i need a break and i really will give up everything if i cant find anymore motivation for me to move on. I not only will give my flat my kids plus mom tat all i want to say, i had to bear too many burdens since i was young and now i m pressure by my debts every month."

"I hope u can start thinking where mom is going to stay after my divorce and after i sell away my flat"

Lalalalala...

Why life is so meaningless? Life is miserable because the whole priority is wrong. If the whole of the mind is nothing but money, where to find a meaningful life? You would never be satisfied. You have hundreds, you want thousands. You have thousands, you eyeing for even more thousands. It's a never ending pursuit.

If you think that my sister's life sucks. Do you think mine's better in any way? Having a sick mother to support, a ever-demanding sister, a ever-going injury, a job that never get going... I too have my bills to worry about. But what differs from me and my sister, is i know how to manage my piggy. I would not pretend to be rich when i am not rich.

My life is pretty much meaningless too. But what keep me going and going. Because instead of having a meaningless life. I kept looking for meanings and purposes in my life.

I am no longer that guy that would be threatened/moved by death threats/emotional blackmail. If she thinks that death is the easy way out, well it's her life. It's up to her to treasure it.

I have enough.