My name is surfaced again for a course that i cannot go now. Simply dun understand why is it so. Kinda frustrated. Kinda wanted to go but i know that i cannot cope. My ankle is simply not there yet. How can someone that is struggling to run 2.4k under 20mins go for a specialist course? Hahaha. Sianz.

I would love to advance in my career too. But now??? I would really need some divine help.

Not that i dun want to go. But it's only logical for me to go against the flow now. Responsibility to the organization is important, but to protect the ankle is also quite important. I am only just coming back. I am no superman.

Well i say say only. I doubt i would be passed fit to go anyway.