Just hours barely after her discharge, i received a complaint from you-know-who early this morning @6am that she is again making a lot of odd noises since last night. The you-know-who wanted to admit her again. But i was against it.

It was a matter of hours when a major "war" broke up again. I decided to visit my mother since i got this complaint, and i happened to get a lift from my superior to the area. So i relayed to you-know-who every thing what the nurses got to tell me yesterday, and i happened to ask the maid how come she never feed my mother @ 8pm. So she replied that she feeded @ 7pm, meaning she has "modified" the feeding schedule to fix her schedule, i am actually okay with it, but in the process, she actually missed out one feeding, feeding 5 times instead of 6 times. So of coz my intial reaction is to jump @ the mistake, and of coz scold her a bit here and there. And i asked her to follow the timing given strictly.

Who knows that the you-know-who sided her. And started to yell and argue with me big time. Said that just feed 1.6litres a day, no need care so much about timing, blah blah... Said that the maid wanted to break contract early and to go back to indonesia. Scolded the kids in front of me. Said that it's better to die earlier, blah blah, etc...

Now asks my niece to tell me my mother is making odd noises again...

What the f**k... What the hell...

I am tired... not physically... but mentally, and in heart...

I have been able not to think so much recently... just pushing everything aside, and "forgets" about it... Dun want to think about it... But deep inside, i am really sick and tired of my life.

I really hope all this will come to an end one day soon... But i know it will only ends when one of the three of us died... Let's see who can outlast who...