Decisions

Whether i got diabetics or not, i think it's a good time to relook @ my diet habits. Time to cut down my sugar intake in my diet. No more soft drinks, coffee or tea with milk, instead it will be coffee/tea without milk and sugar. I know it tastes kinda awful, i used to drink it together with my ex-boss, after he went through a balloon, but it's necessary to take this measure. My ex boss always asks me to take good care of my health because of my family history. I can do as much as exercise i can do, but sometimes you just cannot run away from the fact of having those genes passed down from your parents.

Well i will KIV my blood test until after thu. Thu i am having the appt with my surgeon. I will discuss with him about my ankle, and see what is his opinion. I would suggest a MRI to take a look on how is my ankle healing. Or he too suggests that i might be having diabetics, then i will also take a blood test.

Well it's not the end of the world even it's confirmed. Instead i will be counting my blessings. Come to think about it, if i already got diabetics 5 months ago when the operation was done, my wound still managed to close up. I dunno how long it takes since it was covered in cast, but still remember i took a awful long time to start walking again?

But until it's confirmed, it is still just a guess by the physiotherapist. Maybe something cropped up in the operation? Maybe it's something else. Hahaha.

Yes life might never be the same again. I may not run again. I may not kick a ball again. I may not eat sweet things again.

But this is a test of character. It's time to stay positive, strong, steady. Yeah could be hard at times. But looking @ life in a different light will just do the trick.

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My mother has recovered. She might be deemed able to discharge out of hospital tml or mon.

But i got 2 sms from my sister,

the first one says my smallest niece need to see doctor. She is in primary 1 this year, but she still look like a baby. She weighs only 15kg, she was once 20kg but it went down.

the second one says my 2nd niece might be needed to send into hospital due to chest pain.

then complains she cant cope.

Hmmm i dunno. I didn't response. Well if you are thinking about your own health, would u bother to think about others?

Yes possibly the smallest niece need medical attention. But in the 1st place, i dunno if my sister or the maid is monitoring her eating habits. Is she eating enough for her age, blah blah, etc?

2nd one i got no comment.

The way i look @ it, she is trying to make a mockery out of the insurance policies again. Because the past few "exchanges" we have via sms or phone call, the "no money" phase is coming out of her mouth in every occasions. So i feel that she is going to admit them, pay by medisave, and claims insurance benefits in cash.

She dares not to asks me to advance the maid levy. She already advanced 2 months. I think she somehow knows i would be quite reluctant to advance the May one. Not that i cannot, but if this trend carrys on, it is not good. It means that she is again not coping with what she has. And so in this case, spoonfeeding is discouraged.

Anyway what happened to those hongbaos money??? Just wondering. Spend all in 2 weeks?

I might be seem as cold blooded. But i am actually helping her. Just in a way that she will never quite understand.

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Ya missed out in my previous entry. The sp track bros of 01-04, less Chun Song, unite on thu nite. Albert and I went to Bernard's place to bai nian. I still remember that one of the day back in year 3 of our studies, i went to clubhouse, Albert told me that Bernard got something impt to tell me.

Haha ya she was the very very impt topic that day. Changed Bernard's life forever. Back in those days, besides running/training together, we would eat together and "beo" char bo together. Hahahahaha. How time flies. Didn't saw his son because his wife brought him out. Will find time to visit again.