Monday, December 4

Rest in peace, my fish

Update on my bedridden mother:

Continue to vomit all the fluid given by hospital. I guess that they will be putting her on drip to prevent any dehydration. And they are going to do a very detailed investigation. This time is quite tricky, unlike the last time her bowels was not moving. This time she did urine yesterday and have her bowels just on Sat. So it wasn't a very bad case of constipation. Another tricky part, the urine test shows not much viral infection, she was having slight fever at A&E but was given the go ahead to go to general ward instead of isolation ward. Which means her urine test is actually okay. So shall wait for the news. The case is quite "odd" that they put a professor in charge.
By the way, as i was still pai kar. I didn't travel all the way to Boon Lay Place to visit her that often. It was about 1 month plus since i last saw her. She's getting more skinny and weaker from what i observed. Haiz. Into the 10th year after the getting her first stroke, and judging from this year's 3 hospitalization, which is a record, I dunno if it symbolises something. I hope not, but stucking in a bedridden body, and unable to talk for 5 years is long. I know that it is getting more and more demoralised for her each day with her knowing there is almost no chance that she can recover again. So is she starting to give up? I dunno. And dun want to find out, hahaha. How to ask anyway? Later she thinks that I am trying to be funny. Hahaha.

Update on my oscar fish.

Ladies and gentlemen, pls stood and have a 1 min silence for my oscar fish.
It passed away at around 0930hrs. It was 16 months old.
I woke up to pass motion when i see it losing its balance, and swims vertically. Despite the hotter temperature, the ick this time is more "violent". These parasites have adapted to survive the higher temperature. They are even more on it this morning. They created many little tiny red holes by eating into the flesh. Its colour is fading towards the end, i knew that there is no way back.
By right, Ick will starts to die at 32 degrees. I dunno what happens this time round. It didn't die at all and keep growing. Either the parasites is so strong, or i am dealing a combination of them, or it's something that looks like Ick but is not.

Update on me.

After so many days looking after a gastric flu kid in hospital, and the obvious lack of rest. It's not surprise that i am getting gastric flu as well. Feeling feverish, naseous, and keep going to the toliet. Woke up want to eat something, but really dun feel like eating anything. Shall go back to sleep.

Cannot visit my mother for this 1 or 2 days. Must cut the chain cycle. Back to sleep liao. Good night.

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