Tue

It's not about being negative. Most who went through simliar procedure have recovered by now, and some even can start sports after 12 weeks. I still limping after almost 11 weeks. It doesn't look that good. Cannot walk with walking cast on, can blame it on the cast. But now... What to blame on arh???

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Took time to went to SP, need to collect few boxes of quaker chewy low fat granola bars from Shaunzer for the support station. Struggled my way to the bus stop at Commonwealth Ave West. I took like 20 mins to reach from my place and thankfully the bus that came is bus 147, the new handicaps bus, which spares me from climbing the stairs.

On the bus, i saw this man. I am very sure that is a man based on his facial features. But he is wearing a singlet, with long skirt. Never mind. But he wears a bra very high up, that u obviously can see it as he wears singlet. Hmm i dunno. I dun feel looking at him any longer after i saw him the first time.

Then reach SP. Struggled my way to the stadium. Almost took me 20-30mins to reach. Met my track juniors, just a few hardcore ones still training. Have not seen them for like almost 3 months, kinda miss them. And got the stuff from Shaunzer. Wait and hang around to see them train. Then went for dinner with them.

Took train home, want to siam the stairs. But well the journey home from mrt station is hell. It almost feels like eternity as i walked home. So many, young and old, just overtake me. I am sure that i took 30 mins at least.

Work end of next week? I dunno. It doesn't seems 50-50 anymore. There is no improvement these few days. I couldn't get the limping out of my system. I try to walk a bit more, end up limp more or my ankle feel the pain. Today i feel the pain at the place of the cut. Let the specialist take a look and decides what's next on next thu. Meantime just try my best and hope for the best.

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There seems to be a new illness, called, "The fatal attraction with hospitals".

Yesterday was my mother, today is my niece, yes the one with chest pain. She wanted to send her to KK later after work. Saying that she is complaining of pain here pain there again. Well i dunno what to say, just do watever she like. I just fall short of saying i not going to help her looking after the kids. That day itself i walked so much until my recovery took a step back. My limping got slightly worst and region got sore a bit since exertion on fri and sat. And that wasn't that bad, it was NUH, now KKH. Well i dunno. Even i dun like, maybe due to responsibililty as a uncle, i may stilll have to drop by.

But is it really chest pain? I am just wondering. Since NUH doctors couldn't find her anything wrong, and discharge her. It's been quite a while since the disappearance of her father. I dunno, i am just merely guessing. When we think of someone badly, terribly, yes we might have "heart pain". But this type of thing, dunno how to ask. My bro in law walked out of the family, my sister already hated him to the core. How my niece going to express her true feeling, if that is really the case? Instead it's just like asking for a bashing up session instead.

It's been quite a while since the newspaper article, no news of him at all. Which isn't very surprising. He can walk out and leave his 2 elder children from previous r/s with his mother and set up a new family with my sister. He definitely has the ability to stay away, and maybe find a woman elsewhere, and start the chain cycle again.

So the conclusion. I also dunno. Let the KKH doctors try bah. Haiz.
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Power of the day

6.7kwh. Watched a bit TV here and there.

Quote of the day

"Better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to speak and remove all doubt."
- Abraham Lincoln